Hi Babe, Excellent run. Excellent talk. Major blabber coming on.
It's good talking to a woman about men. I know I'm not like most men. In that I am a man, most 'men' are not.
Don't know quite where to start so I'll just dive in. This will be long, and you may not even read it. But I am a man after all. And men take risks.
Thing is - I will give you all the time in the world. But Cat won't. Cat sees me as competition. And Cat will fight. He will fight to win. Not for what's best for you, he will just want to win.
And he will offer lots of sex. That's his best weapon, because he can get to you and I can't. He will use t to keep you there. Even if it means keeping you depressed. Even if it means losing your dreams, the dreams you've just rediscovered. Even if it means keeping you in a nightmare.
And he says he loves you. He does not. Not even in his own way. I may not know what love is, but I know it's not that. I've been there, trust me.